19tH w3eK oF fY '07 - |rRiTaTeD

monday went back to TTSH for my post-op follow up chk... lucky today nt much ppl if not nid to wait till lunchtime den it's my turn... went back home for lunch and slack at home all the way till nite den went to slp liao... took a nap in the afternoon thus had difficulty slpin at nite... haiz... worked the late shift for the whole of this week... went back home at 2plus in the mornin on tues... wed was aly cos the weather flushed out all the programs for the nite... haha... reported at 5pm left at 11pm although it's an hour later den wad my encik and i planned if the programs are washed out... received a call at 10plus from my second sis tellin me my grandma was admitted and their on the way to go over ttsh to visit and askin if i was at home she can come over to fetch me but too bad i still in base so nv go...

thurs was woken up by a call from my dad to prepare some sand in a red packet as later my uncle will come over to take at 9plus... damn... i slept at 4plus lei... owaes do things w/o thinking... my uncle came over only at 1plus which i had to rush him to come over if not i'll be out of da hse to go base liaoz... oso worked a few hours wif nth much happening except the start of shift was being asked by the CWO to look for tis and tat guy and get them to call him... kaoz... as if the situation is not messy enuff still kpkb and ask tis and tat... everyone cannot take it liao but no choice LL suck thumb...

fri morning was woken up by my mum and sis telling me my grandma may not make it ask us to rush down... i slept at 3plus 9plus wake me up so damn tired lor... so went down and everything was fine liaoz... left ttsh at 12plus to rush back home buy and eat lunch, change to my coverall and help my mother to hang the clothes she washed to dry only to find myself having insufficient time... it was supposed to be a aly nite but due to the other flight which drag the time left only past midnight... wif 4 to 5 hours of waiting... damn... the other flight owaes do things slow and nv consider others...

haben been getting enuff slp due to the recent stupid wake up calls... damn... intended to catch up on my slp on sat but guess jus couldnt slp anymore thus woke up and slack on sat at 12plus in the afternoon... at ard 5 in the evening went to meet wei wee and wilson and yun jing for dinner den after met up wif patrick, ah yang, chun chong, you wei, xiaopi at breko cafe to watch the finals... MAN U VS CHELSEA...
i wasnt interested in soccer at all thus felt quite bored... whipped out my phone to play game to past time while the rest were engrossed in the match... haha... went home after the match ended wif CHELSEA winning the title... slacked at home the whole of sun to rest... didnt feel lyk goin out so stayed at home to watch tv programs or animes... haha... boring week... but wat else to do when everyone's busy wif stuff of their own... haben been eatin home cooked food since wed cos my dad keep askin my mum to go ttsh and leave everyone to fend for themselves... haiz... everything goes haywire in my life... haiz.....

18tH w3eK oF fY '07 - r3l@c

tis week only work 2 days... haha... on leave for monday and thurs... as there wasnt much happening in base so took the opportunity to clear my leave b4 i ORD... if no no chance to clear them liaoz... went to work only on tuesday and friday... haha... wednesday was on off day cos all activities in base were cancelled due to weather... had already prepared to leave home wen i received a sms tt the regular whose car i'm taking was given off so i called back to ask whether i'm required to go base cos if yes i nid to find someone else quick... luckily my encik tell me to go off if not i dunno still got whose car i can take... went to find weiwee late thursday nite as many things happened to him... few moments later ivan, chun chong and patrick came down... it's a men's nite... haha... met up wif ivan and the rest on friday night for coffee session... haha... sat was a busy day... met up wif kelle in the afternoon only to wait for her at orchard for an hour plus... haiz... wad can i say... it's normal for a lady to be late... walk ard tangs and lucky plaza and had late lunch at Ayam Penyet Ria... at ard 6plus acc her take bus to tpy where she transfer to another bus and i went to visit my ex colleagues and previous workplace... loiter at tpy till 8plus 9pm den went off to marina square to meet up wif ivan they all... proceeded to clarke quay to chill out again... tis time had white wine which normally no one would want to drink wine... the wine was below average with poor aftertaste and faint aroma... reached home ard 2plus... slept at 4plus... haha... sunday woke up to a quiet home... no one was at home wif nth edible to fill my stomach as breakfast... seems to me i was forgotten... my cousin called me up for mahjong session at david's fren's hse... went over only to find out his fren was my primary school friend which we were quite good then... haha... wad a small world... after tt went for dinner wif my family less my dad... haha... well... due to the purchasing of car thing my siblings kinda fell out wif him and he still brewing wif anger so left him out... reach home at ard 10plus den slp ard 12plus cos v tired... tml nid to go TTSH for follow up on my sinus operation...

17tH w3eK oF fY '07 - f3eLiNg d0wN

everything's the same in base... nth much happened during weekdays... weekend was terrible... being the centre of all tt's happened... sandwiched between 2 parties doesnt feel good... yet i cant seem to get pass myself... no one's there for me wen i needed company or someone to talk to... all due to the purchasing of a car... Maybank approved my dad's loan but it's only 90% instead of 100% which we were hoping for... had to top up the diffence of 10% for the carr if not the deal will have to fall through... all approaches and ideas to raise the difference or settle the problem failed... if only the 10% could be settled by tuesday afternoon we'll be collecting the car 2 weeks later... no choice so no car... suffer in silence the wrath incurred with no one to talk to... my best friends are either busy or away on detachment... haiz... at ard 7pm on sunday left home to go to yishun if the hope of not making a wasted trip to wait... luckily it wasnt a wasted trip as i found someone to talk and pour out to... felt better after confiding... though it was only a brief meetin for bout 2hours my load felt lighten a bit... went home after tt and fell aslp as haben to slp much since thursday...

16tH w3eK oF fY '07 - n3g@t|v3

nth much happened in base though... jus the usual stuff and getting the hang of how the new system works and stuff... feeling the need to train other batches if not i might not be able to clear my leave and off days... was off on tues and wed due to light and no flying requirement.... worked on sunday as sort of a pay back for wed's off day... relaxing pace in base or maybe it's jus me as it nearing my ORD date... haha...

metup wif ivan and gang for dinner and watch the movie wild hogs... quite a funny show and at least wif a story line not the least lyk Mr.Bean... had beancurd after movie and home we went... nth happening though...

haben been able to mit up wif xiaomei due to her busy schedule on weekends and frequent outings wif her frens... the whole week nv get to mit her and was feelin a bit down... to which shld hav no effect on me as we're only closer den normal friends and nth more... no more levels to bring the friendship to... plus the loneliness tt is coming over me due to my offdays on tues and wed... damn sian lor... many thoughts and memories came to my mind and wasnt feeling quite lyk myself... haiz... wad is coming over me... life suxs sometimes... i guess everyone will agree to a certain extent... especially wen things come falling down on them till they cant breathe...

15tH w3eK oF fY '07 - eNd We3k - c0nc|us|0n

thurs and fri was the usual stuff nth to mention about... sat was quite fulfilling though...

met up wif raymond and vincent at ard 2plus at toa payoh b4 going for lunch and coffee... after tt went to play a few racks of pool and 3 frames of billiard till 5plus b4 they left for home and me for xiaomei's hse... reached quite early and was told to wait at her blk's void deck for bout half cos she needed the time to shower... after half an hour she called me to go up to her hse for dinner... lyk tt oso can... den help her print some stuff and explore how to use her bluetooth connection via her laptop to another device... didnt have time to teach her though cos she didnt felt lyk staying at hm longer... went downstairs for a chat b4 she received a call from her colleague Re Gin(if tt's how her name is spelt) to go Zouk... haha... she nv even ask me den say ok and drag me along... she went home to change again b4 we left for orchard to meet up wif Re Gin... had a coffee at Coffee Bean at Taka till 10plus while waiting for Re Gin's bf to come fetch us over to Zouk... i contemplated not goin due to it's gonna be a stress on Re Gin's bf car suspension to take 4 in the rear but xiaomei gif me colour to see and die die drag me to go... no choice lor in the end went and to our surprise Zouk is celebrating 16th birthday so lotsa peeps and chiongsters... had a photo taken by Mumtazz.com photographer and posted on the webby...

Well... Xiaomei and Re Gin went dancing when the photographer came...

it's quite an enjoyable nite... left Zouk at ard 2.30am for supper at tiong bah ru... den Re Gin's bf gave xiaomei and me a lift home as he's staying in sengkang... lucky saved on cabfare... haha...

woke up in the afternoon on sun... everyone was at home... intended to borrow my brother's car since he's not using it for the day but an absolutely 'NO' was all i got from him when asked... come on la... since u not using can lend rite... it's not as if i'll bang ur car or wad... jus for a few hours oso cannot... wen compared to my frens, family seems jus so dispensable... no second words from my frens when approached to borrow their cars for a few hours... yet tis is the kinda ans from family... someone related to you by blood... wtf is coming to this world... am i really tt untrustworthy wif things... telling others tt tis is happening to my family ppl will laugh their asses off... wat is this... haiz... mood all screwed up fo the day... haiz... even the one who can lighten my mood went out wif frens... leaving me along to fend for myself... a bad sunday...