40tH t0 41sT w3eK oF fY '07 ~ t|r|nG

life's tiring for the past weeks... missing out on sleep a lot... been going to bed late so everyday only slp for bout 5hours ba... stayed at home most of the time for the first weekend of october except for catching the movie "Shoot 'Em Up" at tiong bahru plaza on a sat... bought a pair of monthly contact lenses last week... it's been awhile since i wore contact lenses... has some dificulty adjusting to them but all fine now... went to bq after work for drinkin session till 2plus before proceeding to siglap for late night supper... reached home at ard 4.30am and off to dreamland at 5... woke up at 12plus on sat to mit wei wee, feng ming, jia hao and joycelyn for lunch and singing session at hougang... after singing parted ways wif jia hao and joycelyn to my hse wif wei wee, feng ming and zhu kai for mahjong session till 4plus.... haha... nt enuff slp still stay till so late... had a super early breakfast wif them till ard 6am before goin home for a hot shower and a good sleep... yest stayed at home whole day cos woke up at 3plus thus no programmes... back to dreamland at 12plus... lolx...

thus feeling tired for the 2 extremes of too much slp and insufficient slp during the weekends... nv able to balance leisure and rest... hoho...

39tH w3eK oF fY '07 ~ f3e|iNg DoWn - c0nTiNu3d

life's been gd for the weekdays... lunchtime was most enjoyable... the first half of firday was most enjoyable for me... completed the second month end task and having lunch at suntec... went over to suntec with Reynn to get some presents for Hayden who is leaving us today... bought a Tigger plush toy and a key pouch for him... after which we had lunch at mac and we saw Emily(she left us one month ago for better prospects) at mac... after which we left for office reluctantly... hehe... almost couldnt reach office in time...

nite came and tis is where everything started... intended to go St. James Power Station(SJPS) with Hayden and Reynn together with some of Hayden's frens... planning was to mit later in the nite cos Hayden got wedding dinner... so I kinda waited for Reynn to finish her work and have dinner together while waiting for Hayden... after having dinner at Lau Pa Sat Reynn decided to go home first as her phone died on her and she decided to revive it at home... thus i acc her to MRT and i went to mit wei wee they all till they contact me again... thru out the nite my mind wasnt wif me... kept thinkin why they nv call me... no one was picking up my calls... Reynn's phone was still dead wen she said she was gonna revive it... i waited and waited to my disappointment... haiz...

went home feeling down as i couldnt njoy at boat quay... woke up on sat and tried my luck to call Reynn but to my dismay she rejected my call... a few moments or rather after a long while... i received a sms from Reynn which was intended for Hayden... inside the sms was the context: "if calvin call u tell him we nv go out together... i go out with my frens u go out wif urs"... upon seeing tis i felt lyk being push down a bottomless pit... dunno wad came over me but i regretted wad i've done after seeing tt sms... i replied to Reynn tt she sent it to the wrong person and i forwarded her sms to Hayden ending the sms wif from Reynn at the end... Reynn replied to my sms statin the reasons and apologising... i was lyk jus call me let me know the concern of me not being able to enter if got checked and tis awkward situation would not arise rite... haiz... by doing tis how would i feel... it's not my fault to be young rite... i didnt want to be young either... guess tt's all i'm gonna elaborate on tis...

met up wif wei wee, feng ming(his gf) and one of their frens with a intention to go sing but to our dismay it's fully booked so we decided to go chill out at bliss cafe... had a glass of german beer and i needed to get tt matter off my chest so told wei wee bout it... after telling wei wee i felt a lot better... i've decided to let everything go and take it as nothing ever happened...

i've jus msn Hayden only to get no reply... why so... since i've started the conversation first it would mean i'm not expecting an explanation and i'm not holding anything against them le wor... guess tml would be even worse cos i'll be seeing Reynn in office... wonder wad her reaction would be wen i approach her and greet her... guess i'm jus the kinda person who would jus forget stuffs in a day against frens... i'm soft hearted in all ways toward frens... i cant force myself to hold anything against frens... hopefully they can all put it behind them since i've oredi done so.... frens are important to me... i wouldnt want to lose them as frens since frens are placed first priority for me for now since i've no partner...

tt's all for tis post... hope tml gonna be smooth sailing...