17tH w3eK oF fY '07 - f3eLiNg d0wN

everything's the same in base... nth much happened during weekdays... weekend was terrible... being the centre of all tt's happened... sandwiched between 2 parties doesnt feel good... yet i cant seem to get pass myself... no one's there for me wen i needed company or someone to talk to... all due to the purchasing of a car... Maybank approved my dad's loan but it's only 90% instead of 100% which we were hoping for... had to top up the diffence of 10% for the carr if not the deal will have to fall through... all approaches and ideas to raise the difference or settle the problem failed... if only the 10% could be settled by tuesday afternoon we'll be collecting the car 2 weeks later... no choice so no car... suffer in silence the wrath incurred with no one to talk to... my best friends are either busy or away on detachment... haiz... at ard 7pm on sunday left home to go to yishun if the hope of not making a wasted trip to wait... luckily it wasnt a wasted trip as i found someone to talk and pour out to... felt better after confiding... though it was only a brief meetin for bout 2hours my load felt lighten a bit... went home after tt and fell aslp as haben to slp much since thursday...